loodshotred
gotthispaininmyhead
icanneversleepi'm
makingmusicinstead
workingeverynight
ithinki'mhalfwaydead
oralmostthere,ion
eventhinkicare,but
mom'sgettingworried
atthehabitsihave
iapologizefor
everythinginthepast
doing****shiteveryday
andskippingallofmyclasses...
bloodshotparttwo,yeah
guessineverfoundout
wheremymindsbeenat
stillsomewhereinbetween
beinghappyandsad
wewasbrokeinthepast
thoughtineededabag
it'sfunnyhowifeelthesame
asididwaybackthen
ijustwannamakesure
thatallmypeople'sgood
ificouldtakeonalltheyproblems
thenipromiseiwould
iknowthationreally
talktoemasmuchasishould
butitrytohitemup
fromtimetotime
ihopetheyain'tmisunderstood
likei...
don'tgivea****,cuzido
needtofindbalanceinmylife,yeahit'strue
butit'sjustsomanythingsigottado
ican'tkeepupwithmyself
it'sreallynothinglefttoprove
butican'tprovetomyself
thati'menough-
can'tbreathforjustasecond
made6figuresnowi'mshootingforthe7th
allmyfamilyandfriends
isaskingthesamequestion
likewhat'sthepointinworkingsohard
ifyoustillstressing?
wellhonestlythisshitgivesmepurpose
tostayalivewhilei'mhurting
andprovethatyourlifeisworthit
aslongasyoustaydetermined
andforthemhaterswholurking
i'mflexincuzideserveit
can'ttellmeshitcuziearnedit
yourappersclownsinacircuistrynanetwork
iain'tshakinghands
ionlycareaboutmynetworth
cuzmoneyneverleftme
whenistarteddoingbetter
ifjealousyadisease
iguesstheyallundertheweather
friendscomeandgo
butistaytentoesdown
icouldaffordtoloseem
butican'taffordtoslowdown
steadilymakingmoves
buti'mstilllivinginmyhometown
floridawhati'musedto
butiknowthatshitcouldgosouth
seenithappensinceajit,butshit
that'showitgoesdown
you'd****aroundandgetrobbed
downtheblockfrommyoldhouse
walkhomeondifferentroads
youcouldnevertakeanoldroute
it'sbettertomindyourbusiness
neverbeawitness
cuzevenifyouwitit
youcouldendupmissing
buti'mjustreminiscing
ain'thadnopottopissin
howeverythingigotnow
usedtofeelsodistant
andirememberwishing
forsomebodytolisten
tothetracksimade
andwhatihadtosay
evenifit'sjustasecond
andit'sinsanehowi
stillfeelthesameasidid
inthebeginning,i
hatetocomplainbutinmybrain
istillain'treallylivng
i'm,workingtwiceashard
toprovemyexistence
thoughi'mexhausted
idon'twannaadmitit...