drownmeindespair
i’mbroken
waybeyondrepair
fromsulking
overthetimesthatwe’dnevergetback
drunkeverynightwithacigarettepack
butit’sonlyfair
thati’mbroken
waybeyondrepair
iknowthat
it’sallmyfault,i’mguiltyascharged
i’denditallbutthat’snotwhatyouwant
soit’shardtobear
cuziknowyoustillcare
butiwishedyouhatedme
asmuchasyoutriedto
butyou’dneverhate
measmuchasido
andmyonlyfearfor
wheni’mnolongerhere
isthatyou’llfindsomeoneelse
who’lldeserveallyourtears
andiknowthatsoundsselfish
butijustcan’thelpit
beenwellprepared
togonow
i’llbesomewhere
youknowhow
itendtoleavealltheonesthatilove
justtopretendlikeiwon’tgivea****
toseewhatwebuilt
becomeaghosttown
swallowedbyguilt,likemypills
i’vebrokendown
everynight,igothroughwithdrawals
butit’sonlyrightforallofmywrongs
it’dbeeasiertobear
ifyounevercared
iwishedyouhatedme
asmuchasyoutriedto
butyou’dneverhate
measmuchasido
andmyonlyfearfor
wheni’mnolongerhere
isthatyou’llfindsomeoneelse
whodeserveallyourtears
andiknowthatsoundsselfish
butijustcan’thelpit