letstakeitback
backtothedayswhere
notathingwouldmatter
notacarewithintheworld,
wasntreallythinkinbouther
butmyeyesarefeelinheavy
liketheweightthatsonmychest
cuzlatelyibeenfeelinempty
butushouldknowthatbest
theresavoidwithinmychest,
butmymindfull
nexttimeiwannagetattached,
illbemindful
insteadofwalkinonatightrope
withablindfold
andexpectingnottofallintothis
everlastingcycle
iswearthisisdejavu
bciknowiwroteatleasta
hundredsongsjustaboutyou
iknowiprobablyshouldntwantyou
butyouhelpmetakemymindoff
allthethingsthatibeenthrough
stuckreminiscingboutthetimesthatwehad
(thinkingaboutthetimesthatimadeyoulaugh)
stuckreminiscingboutthetimesthatweshared
(everytimeiclosemyeyesiseeyouthere)
everytimeihearyourvoiceitgivesmebutterflies
alwaysfeelinganxiouseverytimeiseeyournameonline
itellmyselftheselies
ihopethatudon'thear
thissongiwroteaboutyoubciwishthatuwerehere
lyingwideawakeiwonderwhyifeelthisway
thisemptyvoidgrowscolderalmosteverysingle
i'mlookingatthese4whitewalls
likedoimeanathingtoyouatall?
takeawaymyabilitytofeel
becausei'drathernumbmysenses
thanfeelingsomethingthatain'treal
everynightmyheartissinking
ormaybei'mjustoverthinking
i'mnotsosure
maybeimjustwastingallmytime
becauseeverytimeweceasecommunication
ifeelsoconfined
everynightithinkofyou,
wonderifyoufeelthesamewaythatido?
everynightithinkofyou,
wonderifyoufeelthesamewaythatido?